My bag is gucci to match my perfect coochie!

  I very often have these sorts of layered dreams. I’ll be dreaming, then realize I’m dreaming. I’ll think I’ve woken up when I realize I’m dreaming, little do I know, there are two or three more layers of dream to break through. I wonder if that’s the case with being “actually awake”. How’s it go? some philosopher had a dream that he was a butterfly, then he woke up and realized he was a man, or was he a butterfly dreaming of being a man? something like that. I find it all very fun. Those are my favorite sort of dreams because they feel more intense, more vivid than reality as I know it. Sometimes, well a lot of the time, I’m having a nightmare, and therefore it’s infinitely more terrifying when I think I’m awake and it’s actually happening to me. It’s horrible and traumatizing, but I also enjoy it in a masochistic way, there is more to feel. I love feeling. Last night’s was particularly jam packed. On one end of it, I was in the hospital waiting to find out if I had a glioblastoma, that is, a tumor in my brain. On the other end, Myself and another were on the run from some sort of military force, I think there were transformers involved. So fun! I took my time this morning, I think I’ve finally gotten used to waking up very early again. I meditated for a while, felt an inkling to pull some tarot cards, all while listening to beautiful, whimsical, plucky even- classical music. I may have developed a sudden allergy to pollen, as my eyes were stinging the entire way to work, or perhaps it’s my new perfume. I don’t care either way, I smell too good to need to see things! hohoho. I imagine I look sexy and tortured as I squint down the street, it looks as though I’m holding back tears. 

I may as well be. 

post script. 

Good morning to the fire signs out there! Leos, Sagitterorrists, Aries mfs. My greatest friendships and loves are always with these individuals. 

One time, a sag told me I’m an airhead because I’m an air sign. I choose to believe it. I’m fairly smart, it’s just that, I’m also a bit of an airhead! doot do do doo dooot. 

I think I’ll pick some flowers today! I hope I see another cardinal! and a beeeeeeeeeeeeeee buzzzz! weeeeee!