The Scar Will Stay

Something grievous happened to my mind some time during the last two years. I can’t say with certainty what it was. With seemingly increasing frequency I get this strange feeling of snapping back to the present moment or landing back in my body. I remember how to do something and then I’m struck with a feeling of “how,why did I forget this?”

There are periods of time when I’m entirely dispossessed of life. I can’t speak or move,I can barely breathe, and it feels like all circulation has been cut off to my brain.Sometimes it lasts an hour, sometimes weeks.

I really…

I don’t know what happened to me.