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my brain pulls this really neat trick

every time it gets to be too much and i’m ready to end it all, i mean im really ready to go through with it, suddenly im as calm as can be

i don’t know how ill make rent for march

i lost a job opportunity once they found out im black

my dad said my little sister told him she misses me today

i have no clue how ill afford to move or where im going

i think my ex is with someone else

etc etc etc

no worries man

havin a pizza drinkin a coke hittin the penjamin

it’s trill

hell it’s just me in here today

the incarnation seems to be on sabbatical no second voices guiding my pen

yknow i’ve been thinking

if past lives are real it’s super duper that we can’t remember them

yknow im already sometimes paralyzed by the guilt and shame of failures and mistakes from my past in this life alone

let alone from countless others?

it would be even more difficult to move forward with my current life than it already is.

kooky stuff man

“calm as a hindu cow”

lovely change of pace cunt