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growing up, one of my true great phobias was “going crazy”. In hindsight, it’s perhaps an odd thing for a child to be so hung up on. Ghosts, the dark, spiders, etc. that all makes sense or fits within the framework I think right?

“not necessarily, children are often underestimated when it comes to their cognitive capabilities.”

That’s true. I still feel it’s a weird thing to be hung up on when you’re a kid.

“fair”

in hindsight, I wonder if I was so concerned with it because I suspected it would happen. Perhaps a self fulfilling prophecy of some sort. That’s probably silly. But then again, what isn’t?

It’s been a very dramatic last few years. I think they drove me crazy. I lost my mind and did so publicly. At least I bring some people some semblance of joy occasionally because of it.

But yknow, it makes me sad. Even in that instance I wonder how successful I could have been if I was just able to keep it all together consistently.

Everything that could have been.

post script.

i think the world of you.