Please acknowledge my existence one more time before I go, mon cœur.

Please understand that I never wanted to be this kind of animal.It was forced upon me. I know I could have done more to change or at least be less harmful to those around me but— I don’t have an excuse that can satisfy you or justify my mistakes.

The truth is that I had to become like this to survive and now I don’t know any other way to be.

I sincerely wanted to be capable of honest love, you were the closest I ever came to experiencing that.

I live by the water now, and I don’t care anymore about being beautiful.

I don’t care anymore about being beautiful and you were my last chance at becoming something other than this.