Avril 14th + 4

it’ll have been a year in one month exactly

a few seconds

a few words

a YEAR of lamentation

i’ve learned my lesson, i’ve learned my lesson, i’ve learned my lesson!

i’m not someone who deserves to ask for mercy or salvation but please

i

have learned

my lesson

i am so sincerely apologetic!

i won’t even ever allow myself to be in the position to fuck up like that again!

so! please let me rest!

what are those lyrics from the other room saying?

Some day, some day
Some day I wanna lay down, like God did, on Sunday

hmm, I love sundays again.

that’s nice

closing my

eyes

it’s always the 18th

always the 18th

someone’s missing.

at first i almost said, actually, a handful of people are missing

i realized then

it’s me.

what if i just

close my eyes

for a little while